Saturday, November 5, 2011

My Life Story in a Nutshell

Ok so basically here it goes. I am 15 years old, about to be 16, and I live with my mom, and  sisters. I have 2 dogs, one of which is about to die from a bladder cancer very soon. I am a very intelligent, lazy person. I'm the kind of person who would have invented the remote, or a drive through. I am very overweight, and am trying very hard to lose weight. I might include some of that in this as well. We are on the run right now from my abusive father, who is trying desperately to find us. We have been to several domestic abuse shelters, and am now living with my grandma in her house that is foreclosing on the 18th of Nov. It is the 5th today. It is very stressful living situations, considering my high aunt and her own abusive boyfriend live here as well, along with her 4 maltreated children. But I'm coping. Im not looking for pity, and if you dont like what I say, then do not read it. I promise, I will never come to any reader of my blog and put a gun to thier head and say "Hey, read my shit now, or I will blow your brains out."  So do not feel obligated to read my junk, since this is mainly for me and my personal sanity. Kk Thanks!

Background Information.

Ok so I'm going to make a list of "characters" in my story that way it's easier for us all to keep track.

Mom/Mommy: My mommy. I love her to death, but we really don't get along so great. She is a more aggressive, yet kinder version of me. She is the kind of person who isn't afraid to punch you in the face, but will give you her last dollar out of her purse. She loves us kids with everything. <3
Kiwi: My 12 year old sister. She has some emotional issues, and I am not a big fan of her at all. She is very mean, and doesn't have very good social communication skills.
Akita: My 8 about to be 9 little sister. She is a bit of a spit fire. She is crazy, and slightly violent. I think she may need anger management. Her feelings get hurt very very easily.
Grandma: My grandma on my Mom's side, who we have not been around ever. We have recently feel under hard times, and have moved in with her. She is medically crazy, a bit of a druggie, and has very strong issues with everyone. she is a pushover, and then gets very angry about it all.
Auntie Mel: She is my mother's older sister, who is attracted to abusive men. She has four children, a 16 year old boy, a 11 year old girl, a 8 year old girl, and a 4 year old girl. She is currently a meth user, and is on various other shit.
Dom: My cousin, Auntie Mel's 16 year old son. He is a terribly confused boy. He is very gay-like, and is also very white. He is 1/2 black, 1/2 white, and kinda light. But he talks about how he hates black people, yet calls himself and everyone else around him a nigger.
Cassidy: My 11 year old cousin, Auntie Mel's daughter. She and my sister Kiwi are best friends, although we have only met about  months ago. The sleep in the same bed, the talk on the phone constantley, and they call themselves sister. Its amazing how well they get along.



 I will add more as I go along, but for now I should probably say a little about me and my background story.

First Post..

Wow. First post. This is exciting. First I will introduce myself as... Emma. My name is Emma. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do with this, except for probably vent, and use it for entertainment. So enjoy, I guess. :)